Live life believing.

mood upset
listening to The Comforter Has Come by Jars Of Clay

Random thoughts of a constipated mind.

ok for the sake of a quick update as a follow up of the previous post, let me just confess that i went back to Mango again for the 3rd time and got some more loot:

blue jeans: ~~$90~~ $45
brown buckled mid-riff jacket: ~~$49~~ $29
kitten tee for sister: ~~$35~~ $17
basic black tank for sister: ~~$15~~ $9

all these are to be added with those i posted in the previous entry, and thus, total damage added up to $247 for 9 items.

only in ONE shop. now, if you dont mind, allow me to go and barf a little.

so at the end of the spree, i realised 2 things.

one, i can really shop when i want to.
two, i'm a damn nice sister.

zara is having their sale now but dammit i got no more stamina (and moolah) to shop some more. unless of course, some kind souls are nice enough to avail him or herself as a sponsor.

6th july is only 5 days away. how do you think i should feel? quite nothing actually. To be very frank, im upset at a lot of things.

I have only until the end of July to be away cos i have to zip back to settle my sibling's school applications. The woes of being the eldest suck like i-dont-know-what. I had so wished that i could maximise this trip and spend maybe a month there not to just help in settling down and spend some time together, and also to get away from singapore for a while. because afterall its gonna be 2 years ahead. departure date was roughly decided as end of june, then 4th july, then found out that we're not travelling together, he's gg up on the 8th, some booking complications, i changed mine to 6th, and now he's flying off on the 9th, arriving in melb only on the 10th, which leaves all but 2 bloody freaking weeks.

this trip was such a big thing for me. but at the end of it, i just dont want to have anymore expectations whatsoever cos i've had enough burst bubbles than i care to admit and add some more i might as well cancel the whole thing and call it quits. be it reasonable or not, it is inherent that people get disappointed.

i'm just sad and i dont know what to say.


Saturday, July 01, 2006 mood upset listening to The Comforter Has Come by Jars Of Clay Random thoughts of a constipated mind. ok for the sake of a quick update as a follow up of the previous post, let me just confess that i went back to Mango again for the 3rd time and got some more loot: blue jeans: ~~$90~~ $45 brown buckled mid-riff jacket: ~~$49~~ $29 kitten tee for sister: ~~$35~~ $17 basic black tank for sister: ~~$15~~ $9 all these are to be added with those i posted in the previous entry, and thus, total damage added up to $247 for 9 items. only in ONE shop. now, if you dont mind, allow me to go and barf a little. so at the end of the spree, i realised 2 things. one, i can really shop when i want to. two, i'm a damn nice sister. zara is having their sale now but dammit i got no more stamina (and moolah) to shop some more. unless of course, some kind souls are nice enough to avail him or herself as a sponsor. 6th july is only 5 days away. how do you think i should feel? quite nothing actually. To be very frank, im upset at a lot of things. I have only until the end of July to be away cos i have to zip back to settle my sibling's school applications. The woes of being the eldest suck like i-dont-know-what. I had so wished that i could maximise this trip and spend maybe a month there not to just help in settling down and spend some time together, and also to get away from singapore for a while. because afterall its gonna be 2 years ahead. departure date was roughly decided as end of june, then 4th july, then found out that we're not travelling together, he's gg up on the 8th, some booking complications, i changed mine to 6th, and now he's flying off on the 9th, arriving in melb only on the 10th, which leaves all but 2 bloody freaking weeks. this trip was such a big thing for me. but at the end of it, i just dont want to have anymore expectations whatsoever cos i've had enough burst bubbles than i care to admit and add some more i might as well cancel the whole thing and call it quits. be it reasonable or not, it is inherent that people get disappointed. i'm just sad and i dont know what to say. Felice @ 1:26 PM Comments: Post a Comment	Me fel ulet_bu1u@yahoo.com.sg ol' goods November 2003 December 2003 January 2004 February 2004 March 2004 April 2004 May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 tagboard links hoze alexie tami the nutties monica max roy andre clement lydia sheares d-blockers! denyse kris suzanne gabe markie briony keer ling huiru original layout "w4rnawarni : no entry (ADfree)"