mood frustrated
listening to rain and thunders

It is pouring heavily outside my window, looking as though the Heavens is trying to drown mankind once again. The pitter patter of the rain is hitting furiously on my window sill and my cool and dewy room feels like a small piece of paradise. My eyelids droop and my mind is almost blank, thanks to a meagre two hours and a half of interrupted slumber. The bed has never looked more beckoning, and the impending arrival of foreseen skipped lecture has never seemed so justified.

and yet, there is one major problem.

I am having difficulty sleeping. There is an escalating pounding in my head, as though a nightmare is coming to life, an imaginary demon is invading my head everytime i sink my it into the pillow.

Insomnia, whatever shit you call it, at such a lovely rarity of a weather.

If this is not insanity i dont know what you call it.



I want to tear my hair out. Really.





*edit

ok. so i eventually fell asleep after 45 min of tossing and turning, resulting in me not going for 2101 lecture (see above) and being 30 min late for my 12 o'clock lecture.

Talk about repentance.