mood: in absolute pain.
hooked on to: Clarity by John Mayer.

i think i'm in love with John Mayer!

it's been so long since the last time i blogged a proper entry that i've forgotten how to put my thoughts into words. but bad english and mental blocks aside, and since i've not much faith that i'll be able to convey my emotions across anyway, let me just state it plain and simple that this is a happy entry. (hahaa.. yes clement. i got this from you.)

and everything would be just picture-perfect if i dont have this darned tooth bugging me once every few seconds. this morning, it was so distracting that i walked out of my stats lecture. not that running away from having to sit through the lecturer's hongkong-accented statistical speech lessened the pain. but i couldnt concentrate anyway.
took a painkiller 15 minutes ago and it is not working. it didnt work yesterday too.
so does this prove my hypothesis that doctors are just phsychological figures who makes you think that they're getting your nonsense treated but actually they're just draining your bank accounts?? i think so.

but i have digressed.
for the past few weeks i've been cruising along life. even with the piles of readings, tutorials and lab reports impatiently waiting to be completed (and some still are waiting but too bad they just gotta queue up), for once i managed to literally and figuratively wake up and smell the coffee.
i've always been intrigued by life. yesterday during worship i just felt God gently tugging at my heart.

when you went down the valley I'm ahead of you and I keep you going. now that you're coming up the mountain top I'm behind you and I keep you from falling.

Man, isnt God just fantastic? :)

so i've been feeling so blessed. life is just starting to see another chapter of my life unfolding and i'm excited. things are going so well that it's almost surreal.
sometimes we often wonder if good things are just as short-lived as people make it out to be. perhaps before we know it things start losing momentum and we're inevitably forced back into the reality we've grown up believing. that life is just so much.

will it?

but yet through it all, all i can do is put my life in my hands and bring it up to God, believing that all things work together for good to those who love God. and i guess that's enough..



"He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also He has put eternity in their hearts, except that no one can find out the work that God does from beginnin to end." _Eccl 3:11