the tuition centre opens on Good Friday. oh God...
i think my employer loves his job too much. seriously. of course, credits must also be given to those inconsiderate imps & also the parents who would "innocently" ask
"uhh..just wondering ah.. are u open this friday??"
to which he would answer..
"umm.. okay lah. can lah. what time u wanna come?"
hai.. he could have just said "no, i want to take a break." correct or not..
therefore, i would also be there to help out on this Good friday. haha. not that i'm complaining though.. more money to earn. since i've got absolutely nuts to do anyway.

singapore is getting friggin' boring. but then again i guess that statement should not apply. it was just a momentary exclamation of boredom. the correct theory lies in the fact that the most boring place becomes exciting when you're with people you enjoy being with. yup. cant agree more. so why am i bored??? to which i'll answer my own question by saying that, perhaps cos i've spent 3/4 of my time nowadays with papers, glue & scissors.
yes. those darned assessment books.

anyway, met up with monica yesterday night after work. apparently this poor girl is nearly out of job now. haha. funny how we trade places huh. ;)
so yeah.. wanted to buy this waaaaaaay overdue gift. BUT. monica's prophesy came to pass. i left orchard empty handed. oh no how.
yeah.. had dinner at Scotts food court. we took unbelievably long to decide what food to buy. & after i finally decided on this boring-looking tomyam noodle (okay, tomyam again.. & bytheway, i didnt know it was so "boring-looking" until i actually paid for it okay..), i couldnt eat my food in bliss cos all the while i was too agitated by this particular issue me & monica was discussing. hrmpf.
oh boy.. did i get agitated. interesting statement from monica being that she's amused by how i react when i'm agitated. haha. & she wishes to see more of it. eh!
oh well.. as i've said, i do not hate people. hate is such a strong word. hate hurts the bearer more than the hated. hate is..well..an unnecessary burden.

i need to go swimming. havent had time to go since i started working. but well. priorities, priorities. one of these days. yes. *half-hearted proclamation*

was talking to fiona on the phone yesterday night. for an hour. haha. funny girl.. :) good that it wasnt an uncomfortable conversation considering that i've known her for only a day.

hmm.. am now deeply considering whether or not to go back to indonesia end of this month.. gotta renew my student pass first. sheesh. then gotta check whether i get that fiscal exemption. troublesome. anyway, yeah.. since my 2 long lost friends will be in jakarta.. kinda want to meet them. :)
& nothing much happening in s'pore anyway.

SIGH. my birthday is coming. oeis. dont get me wrong okay.. i'm not hinting anything here. just lamenting on the fact that i'm getting older.. (nooo!) wonder why people are so excited about birthdays.. ok.. not that i hate birthdays. i like the things that come along with birthdays. haha. hypocrisy i know. as in the fact that it's much celebrated as an occasion of love, of remembering past achievements, be it in relationships etc, and also of looking back & realising how far you've climbed. to me, birthdays are occasions to tell people how much you love them.
and honestly, i look forward to bday cards so much more than the presents. :)
oh no! ok i'm SO not promoting my birthday, okay. these are just my thoughts. mine and only mine. do not take these as hints cos they are not. haha.

i have digressed..

but yeah.. i DETEST. absolutely DISLIKE the symbolic of birthdays. *wails*
was talking to eed the other day on msn. hahaha! it's true isnt it. this year u'll be saying, i want to stay 19 forever. maybe next year u'll be saying i want to stay 20 forever.
and voila! before you know it, you'll be married with a dozen kids not mentioning the wrinkles etc. THEN you'll be saying i wish i can stay 30 forever.

ok. i'm getting extremely freaked. next!!

aiyah.. gotta go off to work earlier today.. 12-4.. work, work,work..





i can get insecure of people's love. but i can never get insecure of His love. i can doubt anyone. anyone. anyone. but i can never doubt the Heavenly Father. because His love is boundless. and He has proven Himself faithful. and i know He'll love me til the end. :)
Happy Good Friday to all..