my first bday greeting came from my best buddy exactly when the kitchen clock showed 10 seconds to midnight. boy, talk about accuracy. haha.
mum msged me half an hour later & i cried while i read her msg. okay, those who knows me are probably not wondering. i cry all the time anyway. i cry happy tears, i cry sad tears. i cried when i got my results, i cried at the airport many times, i cried when i miss someone dear.
but as i was saying, i guess it's okay to be overcome by your emotions. just dont live by them. :)
i've digressed..
my mum was so cute. she attempted to type my happy bday msg in those curly-wurly alphabets & she said she was trying to be artistic but ended up with a headache halfway through typing it. haha!
i love to see the way my mum types & reads smses cos it's just so amusing. she takes AGES to type. & cos she's a little long-sighted she always puts her hp 30cm in front of her face when she reads smses. & sometimes she takes some time to figure out what the shortforms stand for. hahaha! & she grumbles when i laugh at her!
anyway, yeah.. i cried cos as i was reading that simple sms, every word speaks so much of sincerity & love. it looked a little silly but i suspect she purposely stayed up late just to be one of the first to wish me happy bday. since she normally sleeps quite early & into my 2nd msg where i asked her how come she's still awake, she didnt reply anymore. i think she fell asleep. haha..
my mum is as imperfect as everyone can be. but i love her a lot. i wish i know what else to say here but the truth is right now i dont. it's just as simple as that.
oh well! in fact, not even mums, God created everyone beautiful. so are you. whoever you are. :)
*stretches*
took leave today.
today was a great day.. and i got a revelation.
i need to be a better friend to many people.. i need to put in more effort to remember birthdays. people i never thought would remember my bday have been sending their well wishes & i'm feeling so rotten about it. sorry people.. i really am.. *determined*
and I NEED TO TAKE MEMORY PILLS. i'm getting the gideon syndrome. this is very bad. hahaha! no offense, gid. :D
but really! i'm shocked. very shocked.
was talking to e-ed just now & she was just casually saying that she saw me online yesterday. & u know what, i could remember NUTS about it. i said i couldnt remember talking to anyone online yesterday. she said that i talked to monica. she knows cos she talked to monica after i went off i think. AND I COULDNT REMEMBER AT ALL!!! i couldnt remember what i talked to her about yesterday!
and now that she's brought me back to earth, it's slowly coming back. in fact, i talked to briony & mike yesterday too. (right?)
oh my goodness...
and the worst part is, that's not it.
monica msged me today. i replied. she replied again. then everything went blank.
she was complaining online 5 minutes ago as to why i did not reply. and i was like, "HUH?! i thot i did?"
it was only after i checked my hp did i realise that i received her msg but promptly forgot abt it the moment i finished reading it. therefore i did not reply. in fact before i re-read it a few minutes ago i had a completely blank record of it in my mind.
God.. what is happening to me..
anyways, my mental conditions aside, i had a great day today.
fish & co is EVIL. the seafood platter! oh man, the seafood platter... i mean, the seafood platter is outrageous!!!! it's HUGE. it's monstrous. and we were so ignorant cos that enormous pan of dead & deliciously cooked sea creatures could have jolly well filled 3 stomachs but we still went to order another pan of fish & chips. as a result, we could not finish everything. i could just hear the leftover french fries crying out from the pan. actually i still wanna eat those.
nice.
khala went to esplanade for the first time after that place exist for 2 years. *faints*
hahahaaa..
thank you for your time.. :)
