okay, heck! my uncle is definitely not gonna come out anytime soon so i'm just gonna hog this comp for a while.
have i told you i really love my blog? haha. ya ya. really. was just reading what i've been writing & a few times i just stumble upon words & sentences i wrote & realised that i portrayed my own feelings so accurately. ok u're probbly wondering what the heck am i saying. of course i'm supposed to do it accurately since i'm writing about erm..myself. hahaaa.
i believe everyone has his own private space within his/her mind & even to the closest friend, sometimes a lot of things are just left unsaid. it really isnt as simple as just turning your heart inside out & spilling the contents and after everything is out, yay it's done.
i used to like talking to people a lot. :) when i'm feeling a little down i just yak all my problems away. haha.
i still do but i've learnt new ways.

i love my mum!

ok that is completely irrelevant but i just felt like saying it. :D

i'm so very happy! (ok this is a new paragraph. so it's a new topic, alright.)
i guess the joy of previous encounters hasnt rubbed off. haha. but other than that, i guess i'm still a happy person! isnt is amazing how God arranged our lives such that everything has its time and place? just like how everything in our lives happen for a reason. over the past few months, i've come to realise that often, my darkest moments in life speak to me the most. so lets not walk by emotions, walk by vision! :)

let go let go let go let go let go let go let go...

i'm now listening to Josh Groban. nice. a cd belonging to gideon which he AMAZINGLY brought today. haha! actually the first time i listened to it i thought it was just alright. but i think it kinda grows on you.

it's 2 am plus now.. i'm still awake. it's the deprivation of internet for the past weeks that are keeping me awake at this ungodly hour. but then again seriously, i think i sould start learning how to sleep early & wake up early all over again. jolene said my eyes look puffy. she's right, man. how how..
think i should start exercising like some maniac & like that by the time it's 10pm i'll be too tired to do anything else but sleep. that would be just perfect. speaking of which!! i FINALLY dragged myself to the yck pool to swim last friday & i swam 47 laps. woo-hoo! so proud of myself. am definitely darker now. but dont think i wanna get any darker liao. :p

OK. my uncle just came out of his room & i'm caught red-handed. but i think he's too sleepy to do anything anyway. haha. the time now is 3am & i'm still having Josh Groban in my discman. softly playing.

aiyah.. i wish i can be awake forever doing the things i like doing & spending time with the people i love.
life really is beautiful. :)


"From the end of the earth I will cry to You, when my heart is overwhelmed; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I." -Psalms 61:2-